Friday, January 31, 2020

Todays tantalizing topics :

Coping Mechanisms 
Sense of Sensibility 
Self worth
Relativity
Random shit .. most important section of todays topics.. LOL....SHALL we get started ? 

Ode to this day...
Just because I don't use my great scope of vocabulary .. doesn't mean .. I don't have one. Just for clarification.
Time machine moment.. if you had one.. where? why? and when would you go? jus curious of course.
If one expands their mind and their knowledge.. I am pretty sure you will and can endure anything possible ! 
Oh... CBD oils .. you complete me.
Laughter is a must.. a sense of humor must be applied to almost everything to slay each day.

Own your shit proudly ! Yes, even your fuck ups.. especially your fuck ups.
Today will probably consist of climbing mountains and putting up with idiots. but any other way would be way to easy..

Wednesday, January 29, 2020

idk


Mid week soapbox session

I DO NOT understand one bit why ppl choose to get animals .. knowing it is responsibility and maintenance.. just to treat them horribly and choose the path which hurts the animal.. just one of todays' conundrums.... it is.
I know it is all part of the gods designs.. but still... it is hard to understand such a messed up purpose under the gods... I know  I am not the first or last to utter these words, but wtf ? really? 
Sickness is spreading quick.. I choose to watch something on tv that which will scare everyone off .. just to get my peace and sanity time.
Mid week and all still the same as the other day and yesterday.. When will that ever be something different? I ask.. WHEN ?
Blah. blah. blah...
Wednesday


Tuesday, January 28, 2020

aahhhh.......


U are ahead by a century


I want to NOT get lost today ~
I know I am very ill , but today is the best outta 6 or 7 thus far.
Infections are killing me and that is ok.. I see no reason to put extra thought in that. What is the end picture will soon be reveled to thee

perspective aloft

Mornin' memo..... Sip. repeat. It is a new day. New challenges to face. New words to be spoken. New dreams to be had. The great escape from this tragedy may surface this day.. I can only hope.. 

Tunes heal the soul..

AND I DON'T EVEN NEED MY FLUTE TO FIND THIS PLACE.. MUSIC HAS GRANTED ME MY ESCAPE FOR THIS MORNING.... O, LET THE MUSIC PLAY

what we see..

It is truer than true.. one lets the mind tell them crazy crazy things at times.. don't ever believe what you see and hear.. for our thoughts and such can be deceiving and not so. Our mind sometimes tells us stories .. so we do not have to see the reality of things. We can not always handle reality so we choose to escape to a better .. of what could and can be.

Sunday, January 26, 2020

Saturday, January 25, 2020

REALITY

a photo speaks a thousand words

Morning version of whatever

What I know today..
A. People suck
2. People suck
Next..... People suck !
I have acquired more sickness, didn't think at this point shit could get any worse.. I was wrong.
I ordered shit from a store online and come to find out.. it is coming from China.. yeah.. umm Coronavirus is shutting down shit right now. Its fixin to get very cray cray.
Not gonna stress, because what is., is.. RIGHT ?

wInDoW

I am ssssssssssssssssssssssso  fucking lost right now and I fear I might not make it back.. nor can I say I really want to !!!

Friday, January 24, 2020

hhmmmm


The saying goes.. to be a great writer or to write well.. you must know what you are talking about, you must express true emotion and feeling.. etc and so on.. Well I disagree. It  helps, but a person can be a smooth talker and spew out great sounding SHIT and just throw it down on something.. and others don't care.. it can be gold.. and gospel to some. Yeah, I don't get it.. but who am I to judge others and their views right?
I can only write about me and what I know to be true.. for me.. in my world.
I have my fuzzy socks, my hot coffee, and my attitude in check ready to start another day in this trapped world I live in.
What day is it? Oh yes, it be a Friday and getting closer to the end of January finally.. Thank god cuz January always sucks ass.
It is like a never ending fucking nightmare .. 

Wednesday, January 22, 2020

Day after day, time after time

In every thing I do.. I try to teach my kids and others about ways of the world etc. I never had anyone to teach me or show me and that is why since 93 ..  I have gone outta my way to share knowledge with those that need it. I wish I would have had someone.. I learned the hard way , or by being very observant over the years. I am a  very quick study and adapt and over come has always been my motto. Yes, it is from past live situations I am sure.. I always just knew.. so I know it had to be something I had already acquired.
Paying forward and teaching is a huge part of my everyday life style. Over all the years I had a few that helped me.. and I have in turn helped many... place to stay, rides, give stuff, buy stuff for... etc etc etc, PAY IT FORWARD IS ONE REASON WHY I AM STILL HERE.
Random wish.. that I had my fireplace inside house instead of out on back porch.. I would rather have a basement than an attic.. gggrrrr
Follow your heart and our head, don't  be an idiot.. if it fated it will be .. either  way you look at it.
Don't be  sheep today. Stay away from the herd, ad be your own animal.. Make a NEW PATH. Be the one others will wana follow. PUT YOURSELF OUT THERE.


Tuesday, January 21, 2020