Tuesday, June 26, 2018

Newsflash People

I do not understand why people think that buying something for someone.. makes up for or fixes anything they did to them. If you screw up.. going out and buying a candle for them does not help anything, say I am sorry, work the problem out, or fix it. For fuck sake.. stop already ! 

I needed your help.. I counted on you.. I depended on you and believed that when you said you would be there and help that u would be there.. You let me down.. you didn't care. you didn't help.. u were not there.. time moved on.. keep your fucking candle.. dog water dish, rug... etc etc etc for yourself I don't need it nor do I want it ! You screwed up and you screwed up again by buying a dumbass thing and trying to change my feelings by buying something for me.. especially when you BOTH know I hate that shit. 

Another thing.. do not say to me I know.. because obviously you don't know cuz you keep saying and doing the same ass stupid shit over and over.. so u either don't know.. or you do know and don't care.. either way it still happens constantly !!!! either way I am still the one hurting and crying and still needing your help and you still blowing me off.. thinking you fixed it and made it better for me !! uuummm NO.. Get a fucking clue please before its to late. I have asked,, talked...gotten mad, cried, begged.. I cant do it anymore and nothing works anyway.