**Wishing my body& my brain would get on the same damn page.. or even remotely close to each other .. would be nice. One minute my body wants to do something and my brains says, uumm nope. The next minute it is reversed. I can not seem to catch a break for shit. I always say,.. I am embracing the suck.. instead of FML ( fuck my life). I go through so much there really is nothing I can do anymore except embrace it. Tired of anger. Tired of crying and fighting. Tired of trying everything from one end of the spectrum to the other. Tired of being tired….I guess I have just learned to make a peace with it.. some days I can handle it and other days I become very emotional and I just have to cry and get through it and stay away from certain things etc, My everyday life is just a roller coaster.. that just keeps going and going like the friggin energizer bunny. I just wish sometimes the battery would just finally die... or someone would just stop this damn ride and I can finally get off !!
**Cutting my lip while shaving, lol.. yes, I own it! I every few weeks... have to shave lightly above my lip. The Old lady face peach fuzz grows if I don't. heheh
Yesterday was the day for me to do that.. and man I cut the shit out of my upper lip. I knew it was not a day to handle sharp objects or whatever.. but I did it anyways before I forgot ..and damn I was kicking my ass for a bit.. That shit stung forever!! Lesson learned.
**Thought about doing an audible blog.. then realized that was a stupid idea and I would be really indolent if I did that.. plus I would be going against my moral fibers... I do not care what anyone says.. Listening is NOT the new Reading. I will take a book or whatever over listening 24/7/365. Comes with its advantages too.. I always have it.. do not have to worry about batteries going dead or not having electricity.. etc. My eyes may give me issues a lot and some days I can not see or whatever issues I might be having... but I will never give up on Reading, Books, snail mail.. etc. I guess I am just old school like that. I enjoy all the non new technology ways for most things ! Just me ~ Kind of a thing I have too,.. I enjoy reading out loud too sometimes.. and if I am typing this.. you are my audience and you can read it out loud even and it makes it more interesting to you as well .. because in doing this.. I am writing it ..like I would be speaking it and you can get more of my humor, sarcasm , etc that way.. and really enjoy it. LOL. That's just one of my takes on this.
I know sometimes it is super great to listen to stuff and I know its awesome to have someone read to you and pamper you a bit.. but I have just gotten so used to that .. over all the years.. having no one to do that for me.. that it just was removed from the option and choices list !
I read on my own and can just get lost .. get outta my screwed up head for a minute or two..
Reading and Writing.. when I can ..has always been an escape for me.
Enough said.. Xo
