Wednesday, June 20, 2018

Wednesday Grrrrr's

If any of you... live with others ..you know ..I am sure.. how it feels to have those ppl around you that are completely selfish and you have to fight to even get anything to drink or eat around the house ,.. sometimes.. right? Don't lie ! It happens to us all at times.
I live off and on with those kind of people. The ones that go to the store with my money and say I got you this.. or here ..this is for you .. and if I don't eat or drink it in the next 5 hours of its appearance in the house... they eat or drink it and leave me setting there..like .. wtf just happened? Wasn't that for me? Wasn't that mine? They never understand either why I get upset or snappy.. or make comments and say ok.. I will go to the store. To them it is perfectly expectable.. they bought it.. they eat or drink it.. no biggy.. with no remorse at all. Pisses me off. I used to get sad and angry.. now I know its going to happen and I get upset and sometimes mad... I just have tried all emotions and actions and nothing works,, so the best thing I can do.. is let it happen.. go through my stages.. and move on.. til they do it again.. which they will soon tooo.... I might add.
In the last week and half.. I was bought jars for canning stuff.. sodas that I asked for and got other kinds instead., pudding, cookies, fruit, ready to eat meals. frozen stuff.. ( I don't eat a lot so. the small things and junk food etc.. keep weight on me mostly.. at times)… I was brought many things that were for me.. they were mine for when I could eat and drink it.. etc.. yeah.. well I got nothing. Shit was made and eaten by others.. shit was take out of house.. shit was used before I could blink an eye.. I had to fight this a.m. early to get a few small pieces of fruit before it too was gone.. and If I hadn't have done that.. an hour later... it would have been gone... and what got me the most was I was given a shit look , attitude, etc,, because I got the last of it.. WTF I  say?? WTF?? That is almost as bad as the other crap that gets pulled.. they eat or drink everything except one little drop they leave in fridge or cabinet.. or they use and take it all and put empty containers back in cabinets and stuff for me to find. I JUST DO NOT GET IT !! I must be from another planet I tell Ya.. No other explanation….