I can't seem to even remember stuff I have done or need to do. It is beyond frustrating.
People think its funny .. but not even remotely comical in my eyes.
I tried to speak with my daughter this am about me falling and things going on I felt she needed to know ..and I got laughed off. I guess no one will get with team Rene program until it is 2 late.. I will take my ill feelings and thoughts with me about everything in this life.. they however will be stuck here to think about those things over and over again until they go. I don't get it.. but I can lead a dog to the food bowl, but that doesn't mean he will eat .. now does it.
Each new day I get more frustrated and my walking and skills are getting bad again.. I drop and spill everything, can barely cook, and I have fallen like 7 times in the last few days.. No one cares though .. so I guess why should I right? All I feel is hurt and disgust pretty much 24/7/365
