Well my last few days have been eventful and crazy. I have been sick as hell but trying to stay going. Hubby in Detroit still. Daughter is in Colorado visiting other daughter.. The doggy day care has had me very busy.. and at night after I give Bo his medicine .. I usually take a handful myself and try to get some sleep. Finally catching up on sleep.. but still just wishing I would not wake up. The same shit everyday is just killing me.. and my illnesses are getting very hard and most everything now ….its hard for me to see, move about , shower, drive, walk,, just about everything in life is a huge struggle and I AM ALONE TO FEND FOR MY SELF !!! What's new right?
I stay positive and I am not mean about it.. I just am ready to go now and I have said my goodbyes and lived a long happy full life !! SO why am I still here? GGGRRRRRR
