Friday, July 13, 2018

I Say.. What's Going on?....

Random thoughts that have been driving me crazy last few days.. I am so unlike others ..it is freaky scary.
I have this issue I call... being the reverser... Yep. Shit that is suppose to happen never does.. instead vice versa. Great examples would be.. when I take hand full of sleeping pills .. I stay awake for 48 hours.. when I drink a pot of coffee I am asleep in 5 minutes. I know it sounds weird.. But it is so true and I am cursed I tell ya. Stuff that is suppose to heal me makes me sick.. shit that should poison me.. makes me better. I do NOT understand.. not one bit ! I am so screwed,,, I am ~

Hubby came home.. that was ggrr and part ok.. Daughter well shit with her is through the roof where I am fixin to have to kick her ass out of the house unless she can straighten the hell up a bit. I am at wits end with her.. It is killing me . I get no help.. No break.. no nothing except more heartache etc. What am I gonna do.. Tell me Great ones.... ? WHAT ???

I decided a few days ago.. that this 11:11 wish thing is for the birds. It never works.. I think I am going to try to experiment with 12:34 instead. I always seem to look at the clock on that time twice a day.. if that's not a sign.. unsure what would be really ~ Ya know ?
So I will make my wish @ 12:34 and get back to you with what happens. LMAO