Scattered memos to Nobody: Me Frustrated??? Never

Saturday, July 28, 2018

Me Frustrated??? Never

Everyday I set for hours … well not set, but while I am doing stuff I cant stop.. my head just overflows with stuff.... I want to come set down and type.. but when I do.. then I realize I actually have to type and or I forget stuff and get confused. It sux.
I hate the brain fog and it doesn't matter what I try.. NOTHING helps.. its like I have early on set A Disease or something.

Here it is ,, the middle of a beautiful Saturday afternoon.. I cant go outside to hot.. nothing to do inside.. cant read, nothing good on tv.. shit not working .. so no movies til later,, its like what the fuck am I suppose t do with myself.. I clean and clean and mess up shit again.. so I can clean some more just to have shit to do. Playing with dogs gets old.. I cant rest.. I cant go finish big projects I want to.. because I just cant do it.. Everything is just a clusterfuck...
AAAHHHHH !!!

This is my definition of frustrating !!!!

Adventures still to be had

My list is long.. (but I'm condensing to only 10 things)

Learn to play Chess
Learn to play Piano
Sky Diving
Hot Air Balloon ride over Grand Canyon
Visit Arlington Cemetery.. Tomb of Unknown Soldier etc
See Mt. Rushmore
See Lady Liberty up close & in person
Visit Hawaii.. see Volcano in person
After Sooooo many years of Marriage.. I would love to have an actual Wedding ceremony or re-new vows and do something in grand style
Have a Day.. with no pain, no sickness, no ggrrr… just have one PEACEFUL and HARMONIOUS day

Seeing as how I left so many out.. I might change this from time to time to add other stuff in the mix .Keeping it real people.. just keeping it REAL !

Lighten up Already

A man walks into a bar and sees his friend sitting beside a 12-inch pianist. He says to his friend, "That's amazing. How did you get that?"

The man pulls out a bottle and tells him to rub it and make a wish. He rubs the bottle, and a puff of smoke pops out and tells him that he can have one wish. So the man thinks and says, "I wish I had a million bucks."

The genie says, "OK, go outside, and your wish will be granted."

The man goes outside, but all he finds are ducks filling the sky and roads. He goes back in and tells his friend what happend, and his friend replies, "I know. Did you really think I wanted a 12-inch pianist?"