Imagine if you would.. this being my humble little house in the middle of the street.. Now, I fear my days here are numbered after 10 years and I just couldn't be sicker about it !!!
I am at a total loss. My life is here, my husbands life is in GA and ALA.. and he was suppose to come back here with me being sick and this supposedly being our retirement home.. He just woke up one day and changed the plan with no conversation with me or anything.
I have supported him for years even though he has just become a visitor from time to time.. but now others are moving to ALA.. and he finally has found a house for us to move to.
2 times before I got excited, looked at pictures, started planning, signed financial papers .. you name it and we didn't get the house.. they changed prices etc.
He now has found a home that is great for him and our youngest daughter starting over etc.. but as for me.. NOT SO MUCH !!!
I just do not know how I can and am going to do this !! The drive alone and moving and what it includes is already a lot , but with me being so sick etc.. I just cant see how I can do any of it,,
The driving, the moving stuff, the setting up a new house, the complete starting over .. all of it.
I am toooo sick, tooo old, and just have no desire for any of it !!
OH MY GODS AND GODDESSES... plz help me !!!
