If he needed a new phone.. which he did.. he could have gotten many new phones less expensive.. So is it all about him.. yup.. Just like my daughter.. another day of very hurtful lies.. she was suppose to be here hours ago do dinner etc with me.. comes in a few minutes ago.. uummm 7pm.. hasn't even spoken 2 words to me... so is shit ok.. no , NO IT'S NOT .
I try to pretend like shit is great.. but very far from.. my health over last couple hours.. gotten worse. having trouble breathing and just getting by right now.. but ya know... its good. gonna do what I have to do to take care of me and dogs.. get shit squared away and get in bed hopefully in next 2 hours.. jus do for me and the dogs.. screw everyone and everything else..
I am so not even watching election coverage.. or opening Basketball games.. it's all just filler anyway.
Maybe when I lay down tonight .. my prayers will be heard and I just wont wake up in the a.m. ????? we shall see Blog World.. we shall see
