Trying to start this new day out with a new positive thought or two. It's Thursday y'all. Good Morning peeps! I also am trying hard just to stay off social media today too.. not sure that will happen , but trying anyway. So many things going through the noodle since I woke up at 0 dark 30 this a.m.
My girl texted me last night when she reached her destination,, so not as worried.. She also messaged me earlier and said good morning.. I think I need to break down the boundary wall again and ask at least where she is.. she was road tripping for a photo shoot... unsure her exact location.. I am pretty sure only 4 hours away or so.. but on her own etc.
I am worried but not worried too. I have to keep telling myself stay quiet, supportive, and at arms length.. if I don't do that she gets further away.. she is 25 and knows it all !! ggrrrr.. but than again what 25 yr old doesn't? right?
I am proud of her though for being a manager at restaurant, and modeling here and outta KY too.. when she can. Her ink etc is beautiful.. and when she does her artwork and its classy I am happy and happy for her.. when she gets a bit risqué .. I get a little sour but try to keep my comments to myself as so not to get her going and thinking negative.. I have always encouraged her to be adventurous and try everything.. and she sure does.. She is an amazing Photographer too.. her shots are fucking amazing. I AM SO PROUD...
This was one of her Tat photo shoots.. Just love her stuff. Even her videos are great unless her peeps get in there and mix up shit a bit.. then I get a little concerned.. but I trust her and her judgement. She knows once shit is on the net.. it is always on the net. I cant tell her anything... she has the answers.. so I just watch her go down her road quietly sometimes.. until she reaches out for me and needs help.
I sure love my Boo Boo..💗
So as I set here and think of her.. I am realizing I need to get up now and get a few things done .. then take a rest time and get back on here in a bit.. Til later..
