Another day hubby gone for work. Dogs and health testing me to the full limits on EVERYTHING
Shit breaking, nothing making sense, one little thing after another. I get ahead and then a set back of 5 steps.
Health update for today:
Tuesday 6. November
Day 14 my mouth still yuck. Swelling had gone down and its better inside but lips still bad.. and now swelling starting again. No meds working.. staying clean, every kind of trick, med, and etc nothing works.. no blisters .. inside mouth and lips ok..
My Autoimmune diseases have run rampid again.. I knew it was only a matter of time because the last 2 months have been a nonstop whirlwind.. but damn.. Docs on chat now telling me it is possible I have acquired yet another AID.. WTF ? IDK
I almost don't even care.. I am so ready to go.. really I am ~
Could be more Lupus Issues
Another Autoimmune Bullous Disease
Crohn's
or even a huge chance of a form of Sarcoidosis..
My Immune system is fighting hard what ever it is … for whatever reason.. Like I don't already have way to much shit overflowing from my plate , my bowl, and my cup !!!
I am doing all I can and meanwhile staying inside so no one can see my hideous looks and swelling right now. Pain is at points just unbearable but It is what it isn't.. nothing more I can do.. either way its something I can just keep treating and move on if I can.. IDK
No one around me gets it !! No one even cares .. so why should I??? Thank Goodness for picture filters..
Todays selfie... ( even every filter out there... cant hide my swelling and screwed up mouth..)
Todays weight.. 169.6 lbs (last couple months bouncing between 167 - 171.4
I loose weight and then I eat chocolate etc and junk for a couple days.. bits here and there., just to keep weight up !
