So, another day I have managed to wake up and wonder .. why the hell am I still here , alive, in this body, in this life. GGRRR.
Loosing weight fast. Really not wanting to eat.. but also cuz lips, mouth, throat .. etc keep swelling or bad pain. Skin disease bad everywhere. Infections taking over. Still sick. Caught everyone's colds etc.. been fighting for a week half at least with just that alone.
Nails are starting to grow back. Hair growing quick.. but thing all over my body just up and down.
Brain fog one day.. clear the next. Cant sleep... SO MUCH HARD TO EVEN THINK OF EVERYTHING I AM DEALING WITH RIGHT NOW ~
Cant taste, cant smell, numb mostly. Eyes and ears bad. Speaking is hard and my concentration is nuts.. I forget stuff like 2 seconds later.. Just like in a minute I will have forgotten what I typed. I will have to go back and read it. That is why I do this. It is a point of reference for me.. and I wise word for others to know what I go through on a daily. And once again, I say this is only a drop of what I am dealing with right now.
I AM still alive...damn it. So, here is the health update.. hahahha
