Scattered memos to Nobody: Donnerstag already..

Thursday, July 11, 2019

Donnerstag already..

Seems like just yesterday was the beginning of July and a Monday.. time just flies when you are having fun in this life I suppose. I think yesterday I tried to kill myself outside doing yard work etc. Didn't need to do all that.. but then again I did.. my responsibilities , my duties, etc and since I am not working outside the home.. the yard, chores, house, animals, etc are my duties to maintain etc.. life is rough. I guess if I am gonna go out I might as well have used my time wisely right?
Got word yesterday Courts babies might be coming.. which means I don't have much time left here in this life.. Thank the great ones. MY TIME SHOULD BE UP ALREADY !!!
Bout crippled today, can barely walk, see, etc but I am kicking hard with no surrender in sight.
I had to take so many pain meds and stuff last night.. I thought sure enough I would sleep .. but insomnia is still my best friend and pain unending.. I hate the nights. I just want to scream and end it.. I do. Maybe we will get rain soon and that might help a bit.. my body hurts less when raining too.. My body is a damn barometer device... it sux.. lol

Adventures still to be had

My list is long.. (but I'm condensing to only 10 things)

Learn to play Chess
Learn to play Piano
Sky Diving
Hot Air Balloon ride over Grand Canyon
Visit Arlington Cemetery.. Tomb of Unknown Soldier etc
See Mt. Rushmore
See Lady Liberty up close & in person
Visit Hawaii.. see Volcano in person
After Sooooo many years of Marriage.. I would love to have an actual Wedding ceremony or re-new vows and do something in grand style
Have a Day.. with no pain, no sickness, no ggrrr… just have one PEACEFUL and HARMONIOUS day

Seeing as how I left so many out.. I might change this from time to time to add other stuff in the mix .Keeping it real people.. just keeping it REAL !

Lighten up Already

A man walks into a bar and sees his friend sitting beside a 12-inch pianist. He says to his friend, "That's amazing. How did you get that?"

The man pulls out a bottle and tells him to rub it and make a wish. He rubs the bottle, and a puff of smoke pops out and tells him that he can have one wish. So the man thinks and says, "I wish I had a million bucks."

The genie says, "OK, go outside, and your wish will be granted."

The man goes outside, but all he finds are ducks filling the sky and roads. He goes back in and tells his friend what happend, and his friend replies, "I know. Did you really think I wanted a 12-inch pianist?"