My weight has settled out at 168 again.. I still bounce from 161 to about 174.. depending on how much junk food and soda my hubby makes me drink and eat .. ahahah….I have only been eating cup a soups and freezer pops for like 4 days now. Between nausea and BS .. not being able to eat cuz mouth, lips, teeth, and throat. so that's that. My lips and cuts are getting better.. my flare up with swelling of mouth and face is getting better ,, yay. My inside mouth, teeth, throat.. ggrr that shit is kicking my ass.
My eye sight is bad again.. keep loosing sight one eye at a time.. but switching sides constantly.. that's new. I suppose it will all go soon... right side hating life.. ear.. sinuses.. you name it.
My infections are getting better.. Cold shit subsiding.. but these infections still are lingering and trying to take full hold.
Skin Disease running a muck.. hands.. arms.. legs.. inside hurt so bad.. my intestines really do wanna be outside my body. Hate it !!!
Nails growing back.. that's a finally a good thing. hair and skin and drop better finally.. I don't look like some crazy drug lady.. WHOOT !!~
Muscles and bones are real bad.. took crutches outta closet earlier.. I will need help walking again soon. My legs and feet are about at that point again. When I lay still for more than 2 seconds.. I cant move and am in so much pain. My back, & neck and shit is bad again.. So times I have to wait to move and just try to act like I am ok... My headaches have tripled and nothing I can do.. except play it down and truck on. Each night I still continue to just pray maybe the gods will take me .. so I don't have to wake up and do it all over again.. Each day brings more pain.. different pain.. pain upon pain on soooooo many levels... If they only knew what it felt like,, maybe people would be nicer to me.. lol.. I DOUBT IT . LOL
I am dealing with other stuff,, but that stuffs a bit more personal.. I might share later.. but I don't think anyone is lining up quickly to hear any of it.. JUST SAYIN'
