The Fishin' ...must go on

I guess it doesn't matter how sick I am or not. I guess it doesn't matter how I feel or what's going on.. the fishing must go on.. he always preaches priorities, yet his are always messed up.. more so than everyone else's.. It is always the boat, fishin, the motorcycle, the RV, the truck.. his buddies.. IT IS ALWAYS EVERYTHING BEFORE US.. and least I forget TN Vols sports.. Hell even his work space has a huge TN Vol flag.. not a pic of me or family but a TN Vol Flag.. For fuck sake... REALLY ? I hate always knowing I am always at the back of the list.. I always know that's the case, but it doesn't make it hurt any less.. IT HURTS LIKE HELL CONSTANTLY .
Being a Realist sucks ass sometimes.. shit who am I kidding..? It sucks all the time,,,