Another Day on the Chain Gang....

I'm pretty sure today is Tuesday, however I wont be sure until this posts and I read the day at the top. hahha. True story ! All the days now just seem be one for me... The days fly by and my health gets worse and I know not sometimes what the plan is. This is my secret however because I still hide as much as I can from the others .. that's when they are around. They don't like listening to me etc.. and I know they noticed my memory loss and confusions are getting worse.. so they try to avoid that stuff with me anyways. They cant deal with shit so in turn I don't deal well either... I so I try to just deal with it on my own...
One tries to make up for time gone.. by bringing stuff home for me to eat and items she thinks I would like... She still hasn't guessed.. I would just rather have her here. The other totally closes it all out.. he buys stuff for the house thinking that will  make me happy and content and fix stuff.. if we don't talk about stuff.. in his mind it doesn't exist.. Well, newsflash.. buying stuff does not make a house a home and or fix stuff that is broken. That is why nothing ever gets accomplished.. because they have absolutely no follow through with anything.. when shit starts braking or getting worse.. they just run from it and ignore it.. like its going to get fixed automatically or something.  Neither one of them wants to face facts and just handle shit head on.. I am the only one in this family that does this and is a realist.. It is my curse, but also my saving grace and who I am.. and I would want that NO OTHER WAY.

Tuesday Tips:
 *Never eat Peanut Butter at anyone's house.. especially if the jar has already been opened .. and certainly not if they own a dog... Think about it. I will leave that right there for ya ! LMFAO.. Now you are going to think about this all day.. YOU ARE WELCOME ~ 😉 { wink wink}

* If you are the kind of compassionate soul that constantly reaches out to others.. you  need to make sure you can handle what action will be coming your way. All things have consequences .. good and bad.. just have the right mind frame to deal and cope for either way it will turn out.

(Me).. uum.. I reach out and give all I have and all I have done is hurt myself and have accomplished nothing... except wasting my time. I opened up and everyone just has left me standing there like a dumbass with my heart in my hand. … and everyone just went on about there way after they got what they needed from me. So, in my case.. I need to shut that shit down and just keep to myself.. no more reaching out to others around me… no more reaching out to Jades friends and certainly not to Phil's friends and all the wives.. especially the wives.. all they have done is screw me pretty much.. take my words and ideas.. try to pass them off as their own.. and act like on social media they wanna get together.. etc.. but its all just a dog and pony show. SCREW THAT. I don't do dog and pony shows people.. understand that !!? I DO NOT DO SHOWS !! Either you are a friend or not.. no bullshit crap . I am me online just as I am me in person. I have learned the hard way however not to many people are as they portray themselves to  be on social media. Screw that.. life is to precious etc.. too be a fake ass bitch on FB.. I got their numbers now!! They need to get a frikkin clue. I reached out and opened up and they all shot me down like I was an intruder.. they filled me with buckshot they did !!
To them I say buh-bye !

*Buying new stuff does not make a house a home & money and things don't fix issues. Talk it out and if you cant do that.. then prepare and brace yourself for a lifetime of letdowns and insincerities ! The tip.. would be .. know what you are dealing with so you are prepared as possible in any scenario of the heart !!!