Monday, August 5, 2019

Don't ya wanna stay

Yeah, I know.. sweep, mop, clean rooms, make bed, do laundry, dishes.. ggrr… I am taking a coffee break.. I AM. I am on 3rd cup, but I have been drinking while staying busy and doing stuff.. so now it is.. a rest ...a bit time... and jamm to some good tunes of course. Gotta have my tuneage this mornin' ...
Dreams.. where would we be without them.. Last night and this a.m. I had doozies again.. nightmare verge.. I am telling ya... They seem to take place at my dead grans house.. This one it was my bday and she had decorations up in the kitchen.. she was leaving when I came in., said she would be right back.. house dark.. I go to turn on light,, no light.. nothing works, but I can see the decorations the table set up .. stuff out and I am trying to figure  out why all this.. and I peer across the table.. as my eyes are scanning the dark area... and there is a little boy setting at the table in a chair.. IN THE DARK.
 I freak out and go to him and he tells me his name and he answers my few questions.. but he wont say why he is there or who brought him there and or why my gran left him alone there.. I get him and start to head out front door and as we step out onto front porch a guy approaches me and starts talking to me.. I don't think I knew him nor do I know him in real life.. regardless, we talk.. I am telling him about boy and talking .. and while we are walking along the side walk..  the little boy is growing and he is now a teenager if not older and he runs across street and darts away... I turn back to look at guy, and I am saying I am confused.. now all the sudden I am alone again and unsure where I am.. but I hear peaceful sound and I don't feel scared anymore.. then guess what?? I effin wake up!

This one was not so bad.. nothing like others.. then I had visions about my oldest daughter and her step mom in law.. and the babies.. unsure how that even came across my mind.. so I imagine something is up.. But Nothing I can do about it,,, so I just go on.. trucking on..
It's Monday morning bitches.. A new day. A new week. New choices. New decisions.. NEW EVERYTHING...
O, did I mention.. my bday is coming up and I have been seeing my dead loved ones the last couple weeks.. lol? Yes, I know I have said something about my dreams.. but just had to repeat that.. Not worried about the seeing dead loved ones part.. I know what that means.. it wasn't even the kid part.. it was the Bday part.. Little bit intrigued this morning to say the least !!!
Giggles moment : ...