Scattered memos to Nobody

Thursday, August 1, 2019

I am..so not even close to sure ….who the hell is winning this battle today,, me or all my infections. I thought I had the upper hand.. now not so sure. Kindah kickin my butt. Currently trying to sweat out my temperature .. that alone is winning. GGRRRR..
Last night went in spurts..I felt ok.. did a few things.... and felt horrible again. THIS IS THE STRUGGLE THATS GETTING ME ON ALL FRONTS..
I am not even sure how I slept.. between things attacking me and my brain getting the better of me half the night. My inner mouth and lips were so swollen. My throat and everything else was so bad.. My tongue hurt so bad.. I wanted to say screw it and just cut it out ! people forget that is a huge muscle in ones body and having muscle diseases that attack it .. are horrendous at times. Feels like being tortured with tongue in vice and other great horrors .. Wouldn't wish it on anyone !!

Sticky note time..
(Light Pink) Patience is an acquired virtue.. which today I will try to acquire ! LOL

Oh Goodness.. ( Light Yellow) .. Just give me strength to get through this day whomever might be listening.. I will be thankful & grateful ❤

Couldah had a frickin V8 … Actions have consequences people.. HELLO ! I shall work harder today at tuning out all the unwanted noise . I can do it ! hahahah.. NOT

(Violet color) sticky note: Maybe if we allow ourselves to be changed by what moves the heart.. Today could be better that yesterday .
(Mango color)… Fight tough today .. Fight like a REAL girl. Mwah 💋

Adventures still to be had

My list is long.. (but I'm condensing to only 10 things)

Learn to play Chess
Learn to play Piano
Sky Diving
Hot Air Balloon ride over Grand Canyon
Visit Arlington Cemetery.. Tomb of Unknown Soldier etc
See Mt. Rushmore
See Lady Liberty up close & in person
Visit Hawaii.. see Volcano in person
After Sooooo many years of Marriage.. I would love to have an actual Wedding ceremony or re-new vows and do something in grand style
Have a Day.. with no pain, no sickness, no ggrrr… just have one PEACEFUL and HARMONIOUS day

Seeing as how I left so many out.. I might change this from time to time to add other stuff in the mix .Keeping it real people.. just keeping it REAL !

Lighten up Already

A man walks into a bar and sees his friend sitting beside a 12-inch pianist. He says to his friend, "That's amazing. How did you get that?"

The man pulls out a bottle and tells him to rub it and make a wish. He rubs the bottle, and a puff of smoke pops out and tells him that he can have one wish. So the man thinks and says, "I wish I had a million bucks."

The genie says, "OK, go outside, and your wish will be granted."

The man goes outside, but all he finds are ducks filling the sky and roads. He goes back in and tells his friend what happend, and his friend replies, "I know. Did you really think I wanted a 12-inch pianist?"