I know a lot of my posts may sound..at times.. negative and bleak.. but I am not trying to spiff up my posts just to look and sound better than I am. I am sharing raw and real emotion with you.. or not you.. maybe I dont have any followers.. maybe it's just me seeing and reading this.. either way.. KEEPING IT REAL ! It always has baffled me how people can go years and not know someone ...they think they know. Like when some guy goes nuts and kills his family, is a serial killer maniac, and a damn lunatic.. and they show his neighbors, friends, and family .. talking... saying he was so sweet and such a great guy... shit blows me away. We can never really be sure who someone is.. unless they show us. We dont know what others are feeling and thinking unless we pick up on clues.. or back to first thing.. THEY SHOW US. With me however.. everyone knows I am a realist and I will be the first one to say .. my lunch basket is a fucked up mess and own that shit all day long.
I am SO FAR from perfect , my family and personal life are ggrrr.. and I am a very sick & a dying person. TRANSPARENT I AM !!
I have no secrets really. If you have read my posts... U already know I am so ready just to be done with this life... I AM COMPLETE I CAN GO NOW ! Just waiting around however par as usual !!!
