Jaded her soul was becoming and she felt such pain of even the idea of that. She sat awake all night riddled with pain and worry for her daughter was in the ER and she didn't have a clue what was going on and wanted to be there at her side, but was unable to. The night seemed to last forever. She cried and kept thinking the man next to her would console her but that did not come. Way before even the sun rose.. she still wasn't home, he still slept, and the jaded soul laid there in quiet tears.
The alarm buzzed that annoying loud buzz, .. and he sprang to hit the shower. She told him as he past that the young one was in the hospital and not a word came from him. No worry, no concern, No wonder of why... NOTHING. All the woman could do was lay there and cry and wait for a phone call that she would be coming home soon. Where had all the sympathy, Values, Morals, Ethics, Fellowship, etc gone?
She wasn't sure she could cry anymore as her soul ached ! He did his business and away he went with NO hesitations.. questions.. anything!! She was stuck alone to face what came next.. which saddened her even more because that is what partnerships are suppose to be about.. If she was to be always alone and handle stuff always alone.. then why did she lay next to this empty man every night? why just not go and be on her own? That's all she could feel in her heart now was emptiness and pain.