Scattered memos to Nobody: Weekend in the News...

Saturday, August 17, 2019

Weekend in the News...

My weekend is here and the same as always.. everyone is gone.. I am here alone & sick .. taking care of dogs and house.. What excitement .. I think I might just go crawl back up in the bed and act like I am not alive.. but even a redo wont fix anything, because it all will have the same outcome.. Sucks being me.. Such as life .. Really don't see any sunshine in my future.
My memory is getting bad, confusing everything now, badness in a whole is just sweeping faster through my body.. but I am ready to go.. I said what I needed to say to my oldest and heard her voice finally after 7 years , but that has changed nothing.. I was stupid to think my daughter would stay in contact with me.. I was stupid to think my husband would take a day off fishing and spend time with me to just go do something special by ourselves.. I was stupid to think my youngest daughter would get her shit together.. nothing has changed.. I AM READY TO GO.
I give and have given all I am and all I have. I have nothing left so I suppose I will just go shrivel up in the bed now... and even sadder than that.. no one will probably notice or even care !
Have a safe weekend out there Y'all …. live and love to the fullest

Adventures still to be had

My list is long.. (but I'm condensing to only 10 things)

Learn to play Chess
Learn to play Piano
Sky Diving
Hot Air Balloon ride over Grand Canyon
Visit Arlington Cemetery.. Tomb of Unknown Soldier etc
See Mt. Rushmore
See Lady Liberty up close & in person
Visit Hawaii.. see Volcano in person
After Sooooo many years of Marriage.. I would love to have an actual Wedding ceremony or re-new vows and do something in grand style
Have a Day.. with no pain, no sickness, no ggrrr… just have one PEACEFUL and HARMONIOUS day

Seeing as how I left so many out.. I might change this from time to time to add other stuff in the mix .Keeping it real people.. just keeping it REAL !

Lighten up Already

A man walks into a bar and sees his friend sitting beside a 12-inch pianist. He says to his friend, "That's amazing. How did you get that?"

The man pulls out a bottle and tells him to rub it and make a wish. He rubs the bottle, and a puff of smoke pops out and tells him that he can have one wish. So the man thinks and says, "I wish I had a million bucks."

The genie says, "OK, go outside, and your wish will be granted."

The man goes outside, but all he finds are ducks filling the sky and roads. He goes back in and tells his friend what happend, and his friend replies, "I know. Did you really think I wanted a 12-inch pianist?"