Oh my goodness I keep getting stuck in these time traps.. It was just 0800 now it is like 11:15 what the hell..? where is my time going? I am confused, but at the same time not confused.. how can that be? I guess I am scared to admit even to myself that shits getting bad with me... or I am just that special.
Cool and quite.. cloudy and gray.. it has been raining all morning .. finally a break here in Alabama weather. I have had the Blueberry candles burning.. house smells relaxing and yummy and a sick smell. I hate that sick yuck smell… maybe only I can smell it.. I am sure.. but I really don't like it.. either way. So I am on a Blueberry kick around the house.. its great..
The last couple days have been nuts in my world.. The weekend flew by .. but was like in different time increments,,,... I cant explain. I think I was abducted by aliens.. yeah, that's it.. abducted.. ! lol
Funny how one person makes and changes the atmosphere in the whole house. Yesterday a.m. was weird.. then it went way south fast for hours.. then a call came in and just like that.. all was fixed again... but man I was mad and at my limit with BS up in this casa.. I was ready to kick someone's ass!! Straight up. .. no names.. but it wasn't my daughter and it wernt the dogs.... so … LOL
It was one of those moments when he tries to triumph and show who actually owns this house etc..
all I could think of was... SHALL WE PLAY A GAME? in that old computer voice too.. from "War Games" movie back in the day. If that was before your time and you have no clue.. I will say to you.. GO GOOGLE IT BITCHES !
Anyway.. I was ready to play and I was going to win. But like I said ..a phone call came in.. we had to go help out someone and it changed the whole tone and mood just like that.. Strange .. very strange. I tried to stay mad, but couldn't.. he had stepped up when he was needed finally.. AND THAT WAS ALL I WANTED FROM THE GET GO. Imagine that.. surprise ! surprise !!!
Then I heard the quote of the day and smiled.. it was perfect.. You have got to be a 5 star, Solid gold.. fucking moron !! I laughed.
Monday again.. I say go forth and be fierce today Y'all..
Start the day off with an open and grateful heart and maybe shit wont look so bleak.
Don't let it be an "add to cart" kinda day either. 😏 Be so happy.. that it drives people around you nuts.. I say ! But, whatever you do.. do not fall for that old saying " Hustle & Heart " will set you apart.. That 2 is a huge Fallacy. No matter how good you are and how kind.. people will always be there to shoot you down, piss on you, and shit in your cheerios.. it just is my friends. Just follow your inner voice.. it will guide you.