Got up 05 something with Hubby.. just to get upset all over again.. he is not wearing the red shirt I got him for Red Friday .. I got him 2.. but he keeps wearing all the other ones that aren't even red. I saw him last night ironing and preparing and saw the shirt.. I got very upset.. thought to myself.. well I already asked him about it.. and he said, he would wear it today.. and still didn't.. so this morning.. I put his RED shirt on. Someone should wear it right? Exactly !! YEAH.. EXACTLY ~ I am Team Rene.. lol
Half days shit done already before 0730.. I probably should slow my roll.. one because I will get sicker,, and 2 because I know Phil will go fishing again most likely tomorrow and I will need extra shit to keep me occupied all day.. another Saturday he goes and enjoys his day with his friends. Shit he sees them all week,, they are constantly Texting, messaging, on FB, or talking.. WTH ? He doesn't need me.. that's for sure.. He has all the Bro love …. Its almost sickening.. ahhaah.. NOT REALLY. Its good too have friends.. But sometimes.. FAMILY and etc should be first and foremost. For Pete sake.. Who ever the hell Pete is ?
Another night and morning bad dreams.. but I remembered almost all of it.. it was like farewells to people through my life.. very strange indeed. I woke up crying and knowing exactly what I ended my dream with.. My time must be up soon.. No doubt about it .
My rule of 3 is even driving me nuts this a.m... I don't think anyone knows in my house I do that,.. I say it in my head, but man.. I was ready to slap myself earlier.. example..
go to bathroom wipe, flush.... ( so you have a clue as to what it has become … ) lmao..
I have turned into an animal with it.. oh, my bad.. Monster ,,I mean.
Knight Ranger.. I hear you in my background.. Maybe I should just dance and forget the rest.
Non ignara mali miseris succurrere disco.
(No stranger to trouble myself, I am learning to care for the unhappy..AKA ME)… ~ A friend 😉
OMG, I miss G.O.T. ... !!!
