When you change cigs thinking the new ones will taste the same, but they are not.. WOOOO.. they are strong
When it takes you a year to get used to your surroundings.. and still most times. it is fucking ya up.. Gotta get used to the South again .. humidity , people wise.. WELL EVERYTHING REALLY ! Damn. If I were well it would different I am sure.. I got out yesterday and went a few houses up and that screwed me up all night.. I am so over it !! Ggggrrr. The drainage is hitting me faster and the confusion.. I just wanna cry.. I realized I cant even walk up to a friends house without severe consequence now. My life sucks ass.. it does. The heat is getting me too.. really bad.. I hate not being able most times to still go outside and do outside stuff.
Watching cartoons thinking damn I need to change the channel and then saying nope .. my brain cant handle anything stronger right now !
Going into shut down .. hate that.. I like being a hermit but at the same time hate it too.. yeah, makes no sense to me either.
Things to look out for Today:
Changes in breathing
Cognition ( all ur reasoning * understanding)
Choking
Crying Spells
Dizziness
Emotional Out bursting
Eye sight
Falling
Fatigue
Forgetting, Frustration, the fumbles
Tremors and Walking
Something to think about my friends in need... Don't pray for an easy life just pray for the strength to endure this difficult one you have been given!!!
Also, You do not have to prove your illnesses to ignorant people !!!
