O MY GOD.. so this up and down is killing me. I feel ok, then I do shit and I feel horrible. I cant control the pain, I cant control the timing.. nothing. I think that's the main reason I hate these diseases.. I HAVE NO CONTROL OVER ANYTHING !!!
I don't think anyone around me gets that either except .. one of my neighbors.. and every once and awhile my Hubbs & Jade !! When people cant see my problems.. or they see me outside.. then hour later I am in bed.. so they are told.. and they think I am just not wanting to come out.. NO, I really am in bed and can barely function.. IT SUX. It is the worst ever.
Sometimes.. well most times.. to live is just an act or great strength and courage ~
I am struggling with another infection I got from my neighbor the other day.. stood by him 5 minutes, he hugged me.. etc,, and bammmm.. just like that. Chest, sinuses, cough, Diarrhea... etc.. I cant eat again.. Well I did and still sick from like 5pm yesterday.. My girl got us Popeyes … my fav stuff.. and it about killed me.. Still hating life.
Maybe today some of my other orders will be here and I can think about other stuff.. I am expecting my other Mark Levin Book, Red Friday Bracelets, Kick ass Hippie chic shirt.. Meds and a few other things.. YAY..
Be strong people.. you are going to be fine.. I say.. if you are like me.. you come from a strong line of Lunatics'.. and you got this ~ lol