Scattered memos to Nobody: Some of this & some of that

Saturday, September 21, 2019

Some of this & some of that

Well of course.. It's Saturday and I could be doing other cool things, but everyone is toooooo busy for me and I am stuck dealing with issues .. alone.. in this house. Make shit worse and harder for me to deal and cope.. etc.
Eyes and face itching so bad ,, I don't know what to do anymore.. except put washrag on my face and chant . It is not my eyes.. it is my eye socket and lashes and all the skin around my eyes.. It is almost unbearable right now. It has gotten to the point... I just literally want to gauge my eyes out.
The (things on my head) are getting so so so bad. Bout month ago not wax but a very irregular white something or other was coming out of my ears and such pain.. it just stopped and as of yesterday I now have that white whatever coming out of my nose. I am not scared .. just wanting to find out what it is.. I finally remembered yesterday to take a quick pic for reference.. I don't know ~

Hallucinations and understanding are getting worse. Memory loss etc.. scary !!!

Vision problems have doubled in just the last 3 days or so. Forgetting.. confusing. basic skills..

Adventures still to be had

My list is long.. (but I'm condensing to only 10 things)

Learn to play Chess
Learn to play Piano
Sky Diving
Hot Air Balloon ride over Grand Canyon
Visit Arlington Cemetery.. Tomb of Unknown Soldier etc
See Mt. Rushmore
See Lady Liberty up close & in person
Visit Hawaii.. see Volcano in person
After Sooooo many years of Marriage.. I would love to have an actual Wedding ceremony or re-new vows and do something in grand style
Have a Day.. with no pain, no sickness, no ggrrr… just have one PEACEFUL and HARMONIOUS day

Seeing as how I left so many out.. I might change this from time to time to add other stuff in the mix .Keeping it real people.. just keeping it REAL !

Lighten up Already

A man walks into a bar and sees his friend sitting beside a 12-inch pianist. He says to his friend, "That's amazing. How did you get that?"

The man pulls out a bottle and tells him to rub it and make a wish. He rubs the bottle, and a puff of smoke pops out and tells him that he can have one wish. So the man thinks and says, "I wish I had a million bucks."

The genie says, "OK, go outside, and your wish will be granted."

The man goes outside, but all he finds are ducks filling the sky and roads. He goes back in and tells his friend what happend, and his friend replies, "I know. Did you really think I wanted a 12-inch pianist?"