Missing the Country life.. Last few mornings well before the sun comes up.... I have been hearing our local beauties.. (Horses).. they live to the Southwest of us on the backside of the house and have been getting out of their fence last few days wondering the neighborhood talking and grazzzzin' hahaha. Horse sounds I have missed deep in my soul ! I love the Country life..O, yes.. I already said.. lol. I was raised it and it forever remains part of my deepest soul.
God mornin' hummers. Good Morning Squirrels. Good morning chipmunks, frogs, and coexisting lizards, birdies, etc.. and Good Morning Traffic sounds. Yep.. the hustle of a new day has begun. The stressfree greatness was great while it lasted.
The visions have all but come true now. The latest one.. the kids at Hospital something wrong with one of the boys.. but they will be ok and reunited soon.. I have seen it.. now just one thing left.. and that is I.
Jade and her ripple effects are all but started now. Community service, 2 jobs.. her growth.. living sober & clean. checks and balances in every sense. Don't wanna spill to much about her,, cuz it will never be done.. but I am proud she is coming full circle. Today contact lawyers see what's up and onward she goes with Bail Bonds ppl, court, drug classes, programs, Community services.. therapy.. etc etc etc. hopefully now she can get stuff off her record, stop all the BS, and get her better life started and move on to new chapter in her saga yet to come.
Devotion and Pride for ones roots. The love of where ya came from and who you are. Being a devoted fan even in times of defeat and error.. one that is true will always be there and never waiver in their convivtions and loyalty.
My itching has gone nuts. Never this bad and hit in total chaos. Right side numbness and needles. Left side extreme itching and spots and no spots just uncontrol able crap whereas.. I am ripping my skin off. Leg bad. Arm bad. Hand.. ggrrr. and first time ever my face & head. I am trying so hard to control it. It is winning hoever and have given instructions to all.. if you see me scratching or hear me crying come stop me and distract me. That wont help.. cuz they don't care.. but I had to try.