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Updates

Headaches get worse.. White stuff coming out of mouth and nose has doubled. Trying to keep my brain stimulated I find that helps me. I have been battling Viral infections.//… THANKS JADE.. lol
Been a huge fight. My infection and inside are so bad.. Pancreas I am sure is about dead.. Always pain.. I suffer .. I sleep little, I eat a drop and get sick no matter what I drink , eat , or don't drink or eat.
My legs getting worse. Bruises and cuts.. Marks and spots on my neck, throat, face etc worse.. I am getting shit on my nose now. Getting hard to hide stuff.. but no one even asks .. so I don't anyone even knows or cares.. I guess that's a win for me.. hhhmmmm  IDK..
I know Bo is present.. the yellow butterfly stays with me and is always near. I LOVE MY SOUL SPIRIT.. No I am not nuts.. although my head is mostly fog these days.. This week I have not even been able to keep track of time or days.. Tremors have subsided.. that's good I guess.. not sure yet.
I have fallen like 5 to 10 times in the last week.. loosing capabilities in my hands and etc.. once again .. not like it matters.. ggrrr.
 Dogs going nuts.. I gotta run for now..

MIA no more....

Been weeks and I have been astray a bit.. sick and disgusted and not even wanting to blog.. I have been doing memo notes on my cell so I don't burst at the seems I guess you could say. Nothing as changed really.. Except it is getting closer to Halloween now.. FALL IS ACTUALLY IN SWING , EVEN HERE IN THE SOUTH !  yay.. hahhaha

Can't forget Breast Cancer awareness month in the mix !!!

Hhhm mmmmmm.. Happy Protect them boobies I say.. yes, I am a survivor to that disease. I was a lucky one and had masses that ruptured through my skin, but after months of endless ways of torture.. I had stuff cut out and I believe that is what saved me.. IDK.. who knows I suppose. Would I ever wanna go through that again.. uummm hell no !

Nothing of that scope , in any scenario, … is fun or pretty.. I wouldn't wish that on anyone.. EVER ~