Been a huge fight. My infection and inside are so bad.. Pancreas I am sure is about dead.. Always pain.. I suffer .. I sleep little, I eat a drop and get sick no matter what I drink , eat , or don't drink or eat.
My legs getting worse. Bruises and cuts.. Marks and spots on my neck, throat, face etc worse.. I am getting shit on my nose now. Getting hard to hide stuff.. but no one even asks .. so I don't anyone even knows or cares.. I guess that's a win for me.. hhhmmmm IDK..
I know Bo is present.. the yellow butterfly stays with me and is always near. I LOVE MY SOUL SPIRIT.. No I am not nuts.. although my head is mostly fog these days.. This week I have not even been able to keep track of time or days.. Tremors have subsided.. that's good I guess.. not sure yet.
I have fallen like 5 to 10 times in the last week.. loosing capabilities in my hands and etc.. once again .. not like it matters.. ggrrr.
Dogs going nuts.. I gotta run for now..
