MidWeeK Randomness

Soo sick today but for some reason I wanna be on the laptop.. I am nuts I guess. yesterday and last night really... I got a lot worse. I am very sick. I am fighting  hard now.. I know if I give in... I will be down for the count. Trying to stay afloat long enough to get some things done.. I am only going on a couple hours sleep too if even that. I am miserable.. someone needs to track down that garbage truck driver that ran me over.. and shoot that bastard..the come shoot me and finish the job.
Jade should be home today..

I asked for help.. stuff went undone for days until I did it myself … what's new I guess.. point is,, shit .. why should that be that way? Stuff I ask for never comes.. shit I don't need ,want, and or ask for.. comes in spades.. WTF? REALLY? cant get me stamps and safety pins for days , but comes home with bags of shit no-one needs and lots more damn dog toys... WHY?
Being fucked with, laughed at, imitated.. etc while I am speaking.. has gotten old.. started voicing my opinions on that and then I have perfected .. the walk away.. and kiss my ass move !! I am tired of crying... now I AM MAD !
once again.. people suck.. I am just kindah done and blah blah blah. I wanted to do more medical updates today.. but everything I came up with that had stopped.. started again last night or this a.m. I cant win..
So  many things coming in mail this week... OMG I cant keep up. Not gone try.. I get coffee mug.. he gets me shocks for truck, new fishing and boating shit, and sssssssssssoooo much more.. But really I am happy with coffee mug.. hell , I wouldn't even need that if shit in this house was copasetic.
I just want a happy medium for Christmas.. really and that's not asking for much Y'all..
fingers and hands now not want to work k I am out folks