Scattered memos to Nobody: RanDoms

Tuesday, December 3, 2019

RanDoms

Since Halloween I have become a drinker again... I have gone through IDK how many bottles of wine and my hubby and I drink Crown Royal Apple every night.. Sometimes I drink it during day.. strong drinks.. and sometimes I drink more than him at night.. helping but not helping... says a recovering alcoholic.. but my hubby seems to be all to glad to be an enabler these days.. I am sure the motive however.. either he wants me happy and content.. or he just want s to forget himself what is really happening here.. I DONT KNOW. I am so unsure which.. which also gets me going a bit.. I cant win.
To get out Christmas decorations today or not to? .. the real question of the day.. hahah
How many cups of coffee can I drink between … uumm 0600 and 10..? lol
People have really pissed me off this a.m., blow it off Rene.. they are just trying to get your goat.. I hear in my head.. hhahahah.. yes, I will let it go.. I am cool like that.. I say what I have to and then it is the past.. done and over it is !
Daughters alarm went off many times.. over hour ago.. she kept turning it off. I finally decided to go ask.. wtf? do you need to get up or not? she lied and I walked away.. the usual.. her circus.. not mine.. I need to let it go,, she is a friggin adult after all.
December 20th right around the corner Ashley Jade... so you deal with it !!
So.. what I am feeling right now.. but still I laugh..

Adventures still to be had

My list is long.. (but I'm condensing to only 10 things)

Learn to play Chess
Learn to play Piano
Sky Diving
Hot Air Balloon ride over Grand Canyon
Visit Arlington Cemetery.. Tomb of Unknown Soldier etc
See Mt. Rushmore
See Lady Liberty up close & in person
Visit Hawaii.. see Volcano in person
After Sooooo many years of Marriage.. I would love to have an actual Wedding ceremony or re-new vows and do something in grand style
Have a Day.. with no pain, no sickness, no ggrrr… just have one PEACEFUL and HARMONIOUS day

Seeing as how I left so many out.. I might change this from time to time to add other stuff in the mix .Keeping it real people.. just keeping it REAL !

Lighten up Already

A man walks into a bar and sees his friend sitting beside a 12-inch pianist. He says to his friend, "That's amazing. How did you get that?"

The man pulls out a bottle and tells him to rub it and make a wish. He rubs the bottle, and a puff of smoke pops out and tells him that he can have one wish. So the man thinks and says, "I wish I had a million bucks."

The genie says, "OK, go outside, and your wish will be granted."

The man goes outside, but all he finds are ducks filling the sky and roads. He goes back in and tells his friend what happend, and his friend replies, "I know. Did you really think I wanted a 12-inch pianist?"