Saturday ramblin's of a crazy lady

The hits keep coming whether you notice or  not sometimes.. when you are sooo used to just hits.. sometimes you miss some or just see and view it as the daily reality.. no biggy. That is so in my case anyway. It just bounces around on a scale of shit just up and down , repeat.. etc.. Jades been gone working since Tuesday evening and its Saturday afternoon.. Phil never even flinches or says a word until late last night.. wow ! that's a caring dad for ya. Maybe I shouldn't judge , but damn.. As a mom and the soul person usually in this house by myself 24/7... yeah.. its a big deal to me !
Sent out xmas card yesterday.. close to 35 cards this year, counting phils work friends, neighbors, and mail outs. If I am gonna do just a few things this year.. I knew.. it was the year to do cards.. didn't last year. Goal accomplished.. check-check !Said I wasnt gonna cook and be on fb as much and do things for everyone.. but I have the last couple days.. I knew I just needed to. The original plan was stop all the stuff until I get shown some appreciation around here.. like no food, no cleaning, no laundry.. yeaah.. need to get on that today. Until I get something back.. I am DONE being walked on for a bit. Ohhh vacation for me.. YAY
Its kindah like this.. do and do til I cant then when I have to stop ...I blog.. blogging.. yes.. the release of all the bullshit which resides in my head. but I don't just write it down.. the things no one listens to.. I do here.. for the whole fucking word to see on the internet. YEP.. BLOGGING is fab !
Jade is god knows where.. Phil is god knows where.. and  I am here by myself.. trying to figure out which way I wanna go with this day.. I do know Jade is supposedly working and Phil is supposedly fishing.. yeah.. like that helps.. UMMM no .
Who the fuck wakes someone up at 0500 and says rest and sleep today?.. who wakes someone up … from finally a sound deep sleep.. to tell them to sleep? OMG.. yes, that happened.. wtf? Of  course then I couldn't go back to sleep and later all I could think of was,, I felt sorry for the ppl out there today that just get up and thrive each day on just fucking up everyone else lives for the day... SAD REALLY.. WOW
I could go on forever I think.. with the sadisoms… lol
So, I am still the thrifty girl.. unplug everything even to save on electric.. until something needs to be used then it gets plugged up.. cuts down on our bill ( a ot)... But I get scoffed at.. people huff and puff at me because they have to take 2 seconds to say .. plug the lamp in.. wow they are that lazy.. love the low bills , but lazy.. so I said fine.. pay the higher bill.. and don't ya know... later someone else unplugged the lamp after using it.. lol. Things we use mostly stay plugged up.. but other things get unplugged.. like phone chargers etc.. cuz whether you know it or not.. if it is in wall.. it is drawing electricity.. so if ya unplug stuff til you need it.. ya save money.. yes just like heater settings etc..