Scattered memos to Nobody: A Wednesday like all others...BUT IT IS A NEW

Wednesday, January 1, 2020

A Wednesday like all others...BUT IT IS A NEW

If you do not care about someone and how they are doing.. and you don't want to listen to their answer.. Then why do you ask someone .. how they are doing? Like really? Don't fucking ask then !!
Anyone can write or say something profound...BUT speakers of the truth.. the ugly truth.. 24/7.., thats to be marveled. A true rareity indeed. A clarity is what this ugly world needs.
Dystany.. yes it real.. as is the other word for the same thing.. FATE
Gotta learn to stay off one way streets .. I DO. I am so tired of being screwed by all.. I guess I am a gluten for punishment.. IDK.. but I need to remember neighbors are just that. co workers are just that, most around you are just that.. they are not your friend.. they just exist around you,, so you fulfill your purpose.
The new tradition in all will be... = do something new and different EVERY TIME !!!
When you can no longer trust yourself.. that is when.. your world and your life change !! Words to remember all....
The few things I asked for for Christmas I did not get.. hhmm how funny.. only proved my point and thery more.. I was not upset I expected it.. for I am just a tag along and background noise in this house.
So strange how all that played out, I was proven right.. LUCKY ME.. not !!!
My tongue alwayss tells my anger & hurt of my heart. Why cant ppl understand that?
Why cant they see? They may never see. That will be their undoing actually.
Betrayal no more.. I shall know and see the truth from them all. PERIOD.
The rest is pety I shall not linger on.. Goodbye 2019 and the anguish you have caused me.

Adventures still to be had

My list is long.. (but I'm condensing to only 10 things)

Learn to play Chess
Learn to play Piano
Sky Diving
Hot Air Balloon ride over Grand Canyon
Visit Arlington Cemetery.. Tomb of Unknown Soldier etc
See Mt. Rushmore
See Lady Liberty up close & in person
Visit Hawaii.. see Volcano in person
After Sooooo many years of Marriage.. I would love to have an actual Wedding ceremony or re-new vows and do something in grand style
Have a Day.. with no pain, no sickness, no ggrrr… just have one PEACEFUL and HARMONIOUS day

Seeing as how I left so many out.. I might change this from time to time to add other stuff in the mix .Keeping it real people.. just keeping it REAL !

Lighten up Already

A man walks into a bar and sees his friend sitting beside a 12-inch pianist. He says to his friend, "That's amazing. How did you get that?"

The man pulls out a bottle and tells him to rub it and make a wish. He rubs the bottle, and a puff of smoke pops out and tells him that he can have one wish. So the man thinks and says, "I wish I had a million bucks."

The genie says, "OK, go outside, and your wish will be granted."

The man goes outside, but all he finds are ducks filling the sky and roads. He goes back in and tells his friend what happend, and his friend replies, "I know. Did you really think I wanted a 12-inch pianist?"