Phil just pretends nothing happens and all is ok.. and just goes fishing and does his thing, Jade just gets more selfish and stays gone etc.. Which is a huge problem because she is such a mess. I worry and stress 50 times more than when she is just here laying around doing nothing. Her ass is fixing to be locked up again and she's not working and all over the playing field in EVERY way possible. I cant understand why she chooses to be this way. She has it all and pisses it off. I just have to let her go.
Health dish for now... Inside inverted tremors are bad, mouth is bad. Head aches and all head things are bad. few viruses.. ggrrrr. cant control body functions on and off.. ears bad, eyes bad. Just about all is bad. Nails ok.. no white stuff... but insides are getting worse. weight u and down .. its terrible. Horrible body pain just about everywhere with every thing,, speaking and managing is way low,, and I just cat seem to get the words out correctly.. I am in a brain and body fog and battle sleep too which is another huge prob in itself.. Marks are taking over neck now and spreading fast down my chest. Bathroom issues.. weakness, and all limb function just a friggin mess.. ok I will stop there. my thoughts are discombobulated so bad.. surprised I can do this really.. I just really needed to get some thing outta my noodle.. aahhhh .. life sucks and then you die. Can I just die now?
