Does yee have little faith? hhhmmmmmm.. IDK
Moods are crazy cray cray.. my confusion leaves me flailing about. I managed to take a shower, but was mind trapped and so in my head I cant even remember if I washed my hair. I am lucky I could shower at all however. I found myself thinking about a grocery list, my daughter in bed still at lunch time, what my dogs were doing while I was trapped in the shower.. hahhha
and then the notion of what I do each day to just get through this fucked up life.. I use humor. I don't know how I could get through a day without that. It turns my tears and hurt into laughs and giggles if only for a bit.. but it helps me get through.
Another shower thought was why in the world last night did my hubby just go on a spending spree for me?? something is up.. He got me shoes. and shirts and was all over the net trying to buy me stuff.. I don't get it ! I will find out however. Maybe he feels bad that he has shoved me aside and is trying to make up by getting me stuff.. which is usually what he does,, the timing though.. HUH? I will get my answer...I will get to the bottom of it. He thinks I don't know how he works.. lol
just cuz he doesn't know me.. doesn't mean I am the same. hhmmm.. a concept indeed !
CONFUSED...I AM SO INDEED.
Maybe a nap.. maybe meds.. I am soooo ggrrrrr
thinking about pretty sparkly gifs right now.. lol
