Wednesday, January 15, 2020

Mondayest Mittwoch ever

"Good People" "Good Friends" .. don't .. jump ship.... when shit gets hard. The memo for today. Repeat as often as needed !
Different social medias today for different aspects of me... This.. FB.. Tumblr... it just is, what it isn't somedays.. and memos on  my cell doesn't always cover the moments I wanna scream and need to get words out.. Pissed at moment. went back to find something I posted.. thought I saved it.. it was good one.. yet nope it appears I deleted it without saving.. or hid it and cant find it. I was pissed that people were taking parts of my words and posting as their own.. so I made it unseeable .. even for me.. lol.. dang it.. crap.. shitty doodah.. oh well.
Update on the neighbor war.. After 2 weeks or so when we had bad storms a few days ago.. my neighbor texted me.. about storms being bad and then said hoped I was feeling better..
Sometimes y'all.. doing something late.. IS TOOOOO FUCKING LATE.. and she still never said anything back about what I posted.. so I waited a day or so to text back.. partially because internet and shit was out,, and partially because I wasn't sure if I wanted to text her back.. but I am a better person than her.. I at least had the balls to answer her back.. so I did.. I texted Thanx and a smile.... and its been left right there.
The weather was real bad the last few days.. One of my top worst storms ever actually.. lightening struck right next to our house and it fried our internet and our security systems and everything. It  was nuts.. and I have been trying still to recover from all my viruses etc.. Yesterday started puking.. cant keep anything in my system currently.. yuck
Tremors bad and all kinds of shit.. been a few moments I thought I was gonna have another stroke.. but I been hanging in unfortunately .. lol
Loosing weight fast again and just trying to make it through each day …. I have.
Thinkin' I shouldah just choose the fried eggs with chopsticks about now. and I took that left at Albuquerque, but still lost I am.. maybe that fucking right was the answer for me.. since I seem to be so damn backwards in this life.. I blame that on past lives. I do !!!