Scattered memos to Nobody: Tell it like it is... top 3 for Tuesday

Tuesday, January 7, 2020

Tell it like it is... top 3 for Tuesday

Trying really hard to keep stuff in first gear.. I am. But I cant help it.. my brain doesn't stay idle more than a second. I am really trying to avoid most social media because all that does it get me stoked up and I really don't want to have another stroke today.. over STOOPID SHIT !
This morning was the same again.. I could post the most stupid made up shit and people that wanna be cool like me.. put it as there status.. they need to fucking think for themselves already.. that is why I don't get ALONG WITH TOOOO MANY PEOPLE THESE DAYS.. Sheep the lot of them. They just follow and do.. and steal and try to pass shit off as their own. Yeah.. I deleted that shit .. fuck em.. let them try tomorrow to copy my shit and take credit.. everyone already knows you took it from me and are stupid and cant think for yourself.. so thanks for proving my point I guess... so I don't really have to.
Still no communicay with the neighbors.. and guess what .? Its Tuesday.. uumm nope. They CAN BRING THEIR OWN FUCKING TRASH CAN IN.
I'm not saying anything here I wouldn't say to their face.. so if by chance they are reading this.. come ask me and I will tell you the same thing. I don't know what happened , but they aren't my friends.. that's for sure.. I will just try to get that hurt outta my system .. as like all the other shit. I had a fucking mini stroke for fuck sake and they didn't even ask how I was. No worries.. JUST NEIGHBORS.. I GET IT !!! Message received.. loud and clear.
The next thing.... whomever said time heals everything needs to be kicked in the vjayjay or the nutsack one.... Time doesn't heal shit.. it just allows us to lessen the pain, sting, or whatever you wanna call it. And we still never forget.. and most never forgive either.. you just cant take shit BACK ONCE ITS BEEN DONE !!!
In most cases time is our worst enemy also .. because we keep dwelling, rehashing, and reliving that sorrow, pain, hurt, whatever .. it never stops ~ TIME IS THAT DOUBLE BLADED SWORD ! Fact

Adventures still to be had

My list is long.. (but I'm condensing to only 10 things)

Learn to play Chess
Learn to play Piano
Sky Diving
Hot Air Balloon ride over Grand Canyon
Visit Arlington Cemetery.. Tomb of Unknown Soldier etc
See Mt. Rushmore
See Lady Liberty up close & in person
Visit Hawaii.. see Volcano in person
After Sooooo many years of Marriage.. I would love to have an actual Wedding ceremony or re-new vows and do something in grand style
Have a Day.. with no pain, no sickness, no ggrrr… just have one PEACEFUL and HARMONIOUS day

Seeing as how I left so many out.. I might change this from time to time to add other stuff in the mix .Keeping it real people.. just keeping it REAL !

Lighten up Already

A man walks into a bar and sees his friend sitting beside a 12-inch pianist. He says to his friend, "That's amazing. How did you get that?"

The man pulls out a bottle and tells him to rub it and make a wish. He rubs the bottle, and a puff of smoke pops out and tells him that he can have one wish. So the man thinks and says, "I wish I had a million bucks."

The genie says, "OK, go outside, and your wish will be granted."

The man goes outside, but all he finds are ducks filling the sky and roads. He goes back in and tells his friend what happend, and his friend replies, "I know. Did you really think I wanted a 12-inch pianist?"