TIA's are back

Christmas has come and gone and so the new year is now in full swing. I have been MIA because I have been very sick and facing many a challenges the last few weeks. I also did not get to celebrate the beginning of the new year  because fate had other plans for me. instead I suffered a TIA.. It all makes sense now .. I should have seen it coming and did not. It happened little after 8pm I think .. and I knocked out in craziness until I woke this morning by 0700 and my eye was shut and left side of face was sagging. Took me until 12:30 until I could see properly and regain all my facilities.. but I am doing better now and relieved because all I have been suffering has subsided..
example for those whom don't know what I mean.. hhmmm.. graphic analogy would be if someone is extremely constipated and it has created and left you suffering in so many areas for days.. true pain and suffering.. then finally your muscles fix and all is able to come out... you get it all out.. and suddenly your body works again.. no more pain and etc either.. all is ok.. at least until the next time it happens. That is where I am at..the relief is here and all is back to normal.. but as for how long now is the question... That is the first one I have had since we have been here.. so a bit over a year.. I had thought I had learned to control them.. but I guess my body and mind can only control so  much. This one was very powerful and about killed me. most likely the next one will.. AND THAT IS OK WITH ME ~