I am so frustrated right now. My health is doing stupid shit again. That mysterious white stuff is coming outta my nose and stuff again.. My ears getting worse.. just sense yesterday.. and I can't sleep.. cant eat anything , and feel like death. Maybe that means .. its almost lights out for me. I am waiting Y'all.. I really am.
My favorite time of the year is here in full motion and I am just setting here watching it.. like a fucking spectator sport. While everyone else does their life..IT FUCKING SUCKS.
I have nothing. I am nothing. I miss living !!!
