Scattered memos to Nobody: IDM... [ It DOESN'T Matter]

Tuesday, October 6, 2020

IDM... [ It DOESN'T Matter]

I do not understand for the life of me.. why people don't get me and don't understand. I am not some complicated riddle. I tell people straight out. I ask right out. I state things repeatedly.. but still I am ignored, not listened to, or shrugged off.. and a lot of the time.. i am answered back... with what.. they think i like..

I will post repeatedly. I bring it up 50 times.. still doesn't matter.

I was told I'd go on post. Go to beach. Go to racetrack. Go to Savannah,.. go to Walking dead place... u name it.. 2 yrs now and nothing.

I asked to go to waterfalls.. no dice. I asked to go to Auburn so many times.. tour , go see campus.. places to eat and window shop.. fuckin nothing.

I asked to go to racetrack like 5 times.. got completely ignored.

I came up with date night.. so we could see friends & go out.. did that once.. covid and shit hit.. but still with things being back open now etc.. i got shrugged off !

The guys have been gone for work and fishing.. but at beginning of Sept.. i said we should have a party when they got back.. WHY .. ? WHY? WHY?

Nope ! I asked to go on the evening boat cruise on 18th.. it went on deaf ears. I said we needed to go to farm.. the pumpkin patch place. ..that too got ignored.. Halloween is coming soon and I have been shot down about everything.

WTF... I HAVE NOTHING LEFT !!!

Adventures still to be had

My list is long.. (but I'm condensing to only 10 things)

Learn to play Chess
Learn to play Piano
Sky Diving
Hot Air Balloon ride over Grand Canyon
Visit Arlington Cemetery.. Tomb of Unknown Soldier etc
See Mt. Rushmore
See Lady Liberty up close & in person
Visit Hawaii.. see Volcano in person
After Sooooo many years of Marriage.. I would love to have an actual Wedding ceremony or re-new vows and do something in grand style
Have a Day.. with no pain, no sickness, no ggrrr… just have one PEACEFUL and HARMONIOUS day

Seeing as how I left so many out.. I might change this from time to time to add other stuff in the mix .Keeping it real people.. just keeping it REAL !

Lighten up Already

A man walks into a bar and sees his friend sitting beside a 12-inch pianist. He says to his friend, "That's amazing. How did you get that?"

The man pulls out a bottle and tells him to rub it and make a wish. He rubs the bottle, and a puff of smoke pops out and tells him that he can have one wish. So the man thinks and says, "I wish I had a million bucks."

The genie says, "OK, go outside, and your wish will be granted."

The man goes outside, but all he finds are ducks filling the sky and roads. He goes back in and tells his friend what happend, and his friend replies, "I know. Did you really think I wanted a 12-inch pianist?"