When things that should have come first or been done months ago.. still arent done and the priorities are completely ass backwards. When no one does as they say they will. When u are just disreguarded and put off.. and left in the dark .. while everyone else is on vacation. While u do & do and all they do is spit in your face. Enough shit is enough. Come on end of the world.. why wait til December.. now in July is perfect timing.. really it is. I dont think i have anything left to give.. anything left to share..or anything period !
One scoffs at what one does to me and how i am used, but doesnt seem to see.. they do the same fucking thing.. sometimes even worse
So fucking tired. So fucking done. Why am i trapped in this hell on earth.. anti-christ.. come on and take me ... or whatever.
Tired of pain, illness, trapped in hell situation.. etc !!
Can I plz exit stage left ???
Memo from July 2020
