I often wonder if people think about me like I think about them.. constant .. I am sure at some point in 51 years I have touched someone's soul enough that they think about me at some point I would think.. If not.. shhh.. don't be a dream killer already.. I can imagine they do.. or did.. and make it through just like I have gotten through all else.. coping mechanisms and strength.. un-wavered strength.. hhmmm..
I know I am not alone right now and I can feel being watched etc.. and constant noises again tonight.. what started as just regular insomnia has taken a different path.. but than again.. what's new in my world.. nothing.. I am completely sidetracked now.. eww.. and weird smell now too.. hhmm.. ok.. Peace out y'all I have stuff to do.. NO. I am not crazy.. I may be ill and had to change clothes like 3 times today.. etc.. bathroom on myself and threw up.. but i still know what is real and fabrication. LMAO
