Scattered memos to Nobody: Randoms .. on this Wednesday a.m.

Tuesday, October 26, 2021

Randoms .. on this Wednesday a.m.

Not sure what else to say right now. been doing the ANON thing.. still trying to pin down exact time of shutdown. I am exhausted and insomnia victim to say the least. SO much to say really but it is just stuck somewhere else right now I suppose. My insides are nutsy .. my brain isn't even working really right now.. I am in a dizzy fog of sorts.

I jus felt like yelling.. hey, you guys ! LOL.

sickness needs to go away.. I am yuck and done being yuck actually.

whole other random.. she thinks it's funny.. and she acts like its a fucking game. She asked me.. why I was here..I told her I was her to keep him on the level.. I guess I should have expanded
on that and said her too.. I can not keep doing this with her.

unreal .. she sits and tells me about her grown ass friends.. that spend shit tons of money on bs and then don't pay their bills and keep going round in round in the muck pool.. well hello.. she is the perfect example for that.. she bitches and cries about the shit, but yet she is queen of that shit.. why cant she see it still? She so not there.. A COMPLETE COLLAPSE IS WHAT SHE AND HIM NEED.. yes.. him too.. he bitches and does the same shit he bitches about and they are worst when together because all they do is buttttttt heads and stupid shit and I cant even deal with it anymore... ignoring doesn't even work.. I cant be with them together long. I almost hope and pray she ditches us on the 10 day dark.. she's gotta learn this lesson.. her way.. maybe then she will stop the fuck shit crap.. evil life she's living !

THEY BOTH NEED TO HIT ROCK BOTTOM HARD TO GET ANYWHERE.. EITHER THEY HIT AND CHANGE TO A NEW.. OR THEY HIT AND GET UP TO STAY THE SAME.. THEIR CHOICE. Hope I am not around to see it actually.. I cant handle that . truth straight up..

Adventures still to be had

My list is long.. (but I'm condensing to only 10 things)

Learn to play Chess
Learn to play Piano
Sky Diving
Hot Air Balloon ride over Grand Canyon
Visit Arlington Cemetery.. Tomb of Unknown Soldier etc
See Mt. Rushmore
See Lady Liberty up close & in person
Visit Hawaii.. see Volcano in person
After Sooooo many years of Marriage.. I would love to have an actual Wedding ceremony or re-new vows and do something in grand style
Have a Day.. with no pain, no sickness, no ggrrr… just have one PEACEFUL and HARMONIOUS day

Seeing as how I left so many out.. I might change this from time to time to add other stuff in the mix .Keeping it real people.. just keeping it REAL !

Lighten up Already

A man walks into a bar and sees his friend sitting beside a 12-inch pianist. He says to his friend, "That's amazing. How did you get that?"

The man pulls out a bottle and tells him to rub it and make a wish. He rubs the bottle, and a puff of smoke pops out and tells him that he can have one wish. So the man thinks and says, "I wish I had a million bucks."

The genie says, "OK, go outside, and your wish will be granted."

The man goes outside, but all he finds are ducks filling the sky and roads. He goes back in and tells his friend what happend, and his friend replies, "I know. Did you really think I wanted a 12-inch pianist?"