Thursday, October 27, 2022

 Never really found myself in this kindah spot, but I AM SO WORRIED AND ILL PREPARED ... It is Thursday and Phil leaves Monday am and all this shit is suppose to hit.. I am a frikkin mess really.. week has been horrible in every way. I am still so sick.. and it is week 8 .. Saturday it is his team against mine in Football. Kentucky v Tennessee.. yeah that is not gonna be pretty.. I just hope TN wins so I can keep peace until he leaves.. this weekend is key. What if stuff happens before he leaves.. and he doesn't go.. what is gonna happen? I am nuts about him leaving.. yes and no really.. IT IS different this time. I am even trying to gather shit for him to take with him... to Stewart.. well that is nutso.. that  he usually does... EVERYTHING is different I tell ya.  [ Jus stay here .. Rene.. heheheh]


This thought has also plagued me last few days...  People need to learn and understand when to go with or go against the grain.. Hello ppl.. common sense.. get some.. use it .. plz ! 😁
All I can do is pray and keep good thoughts. I have no control over what others do and I have no control over gods coming situations either..I am just a bystander really to the show.. so I gotta just let it all go and not be scared,.. If Phil is gone and comms go down and stuff shuts down I know they will try to get them all home soon after.. If I have to suck it up and be sick alone with no electric and no nothing for a few days so be it. I just need to not stress.. GOD WILL HANDLE IT. Have faith and believe in my Father I shall.. all I need to do ~
Have a safe and blessed day out there. Things are ahcoming. Stay close to home.. watch your 6.. and stay well and awrae.. Love from AlaGeorgia.....