One day.. 2 weeks, 6 months... who knows how much longer this will take. I just wanna exit stage left really. I have always had blind faith in god etc.. and I know what is happening, but still just wanting and waiting for my exit and departure from this horrible movie called "life as we know it" !
I am still alone. I am sick as hell and getting worse.. my illnesses are winning. But that is ok with me.. I can head out that way... Jade chaos.. still doesn't believe me and it is getting worse with us.. Phil same thing.. he is in full blown denial.. The shit I put up with .. the treatment I get from others etc... I am just so over it all. I have nothing, and no one and it is time for me to go ! Come on God.. Jesus.. somebody do me a solid please ~ Jus Sayin'
