It doesn't even matter anymore.. I am so tired... I have lost track of days and all the chaos which is daily life now. This shit needs to blow wide open already. My family doesnt believe me still and shit is chaos here.. they just blow me off and expect me to stand for it.. I get punished and treated like crap etc.. for telling them the truth and warning them etc... not only did everyone stop any contact with me.. but the worst has been my husband rallying against me and treating me like shit... His stuff chaos.. Jade chaos.. court and cass hmmm they well.. I am not sure how to label this yet... I refuse to be the one that is always treated like shit.. THEY WILL SOON SEE. CAN I JUST GO ALREADY AND THIS SHIT ALL COME OUT IN THE OPEN.. 2 REALITIES SUX ASS ESPECIALLY WHEN I AM ALONE IN MINE. NO ONE BELIEVED ME OR HAS BELIEVED IN ME ONE BIT.. THAT I DO NOT TAKE LIGHTLY AT ALL !!!!!!
I am lost,, I am sick.. I am done.. I wait for you Jesus and I ask humbly PLZ help me..
