Scattered memos to Nobody: Embracing the suck ....

Monday, June 11, 2018

Embracing the suck ....

So, today is really kickin my ass. When you have all the auto-immune diseases I have and on top of that sick with infections, cold, tick bites, cuts, black eye.. yep.. dog gave it to me yesterday..and all the other shit.. you just reach a point where you are like... fuck this day.. fuck my life.. fucking stop this ride, I want off !!!

Yes.. I AM THERE FOLKS

I am back to monitoring my weight, food intake, symptoms, what I drink, and just about everything again.. everyday.

I am losing my memory, my sight, my hearing, and my mind~
GGGrrrrr…..

Adventures still to be had

My list is long.. (but I'm condensing to only 10 things)

Learn to play Chess
Learn to play Piano
Sky Diving
Hot Air Balloon ride over Grand Canyon
Visit Arlington Cemetery.. Tomb of Unknown Soldier etc
See Mt. Rushmore
See Lady Liberty up close & in person
Visit Hawaii.. see Volcano in person
After Sooooo many years of Marriage.. I would love to have an actual Wedding ceremony or re-new vows and do something in grand style
Have a Day.. with no pain, no sickness, no ggrrr… just have one PEACEFUL and HARMONIOUS day

Seeing as how I left so many out.. I might change this from time to time to add other stuff in the mix .Keeping it real people.. just keeping it REAL !

Lighten up Already

A man walks into a bar and sees his friend sitting beside a 12-inch pianist. He says to his friend, "That's amazing. How did you get that?"

The man pulls out a bottle and tells him to rub it and make a wish. He rubs the bottle, and a puff of smoke pops out and tells him that he can have one wish. So the man thinks and says, "I wish I had a million bucks."

The genie says, "OK, go outside, and your wish will be granted."

The man goes outside, but all he finds are ducks filling the sky and roads. He goes back in and tells his friend what happend, and his friend replies, "I know. Did you really think I wanted a 12-inch pianist?"