I committed to a challenge on FB few days back and it is proving to be harder than I thought.
It is a Black and White Photo Challenge..
For a week.. I must post one pic.. no people.. no words.. no explanations.. nothing.. It just be something that means something to me or something I am dealing with that day. It also must be black and white and a few other stipulations... ggrrrr.. ppffftt !
Anyway.. I decided that I would post them here , that way I would not forget what they meant to me and I could explain a bit the symbolism behind it for my benefit.. since next week I will have totally forgotten.. lol.. TRUTH ~
Here it goes:
Day 1
Taken Sunday, June 10
In my room.. on my bed.. Blanco and Luke taking a nap.. taking up my whole damn bed... is what they were doing.
My boys are my world ~
That was kind of the meaning behind this pic.. Wanted Bo in Pic but he left the A.O.
Day 2
Taken Monday, June 11
My Dresser in bedroom.. The point here was.. all the damn sticky notes to remind me what I need to do.. Always sticky notes. Getting worse too. But what else can I do.. when by myself 95% of the time..
Plus, meds and important things I can see .. which hold other meanings for me..
Day 3
Taken Tuesday, June 12 (Today)
This is my Festival Authentic Mask from Venice Italy.
It hangs on my living room wall along with other special items ..that remind me .. of the life I used to have... We all wear masks in life from time to time.. This is huge for me.. I don't wear this mask.. but to get by each day etc.. I wear other masks ..sometimes !!.. Not really to elude anyone or hide from anyone.. but hide what my life really is.. to hide my illnesses etc. and I do it to try to trick myself into thinking I am better than I really am.. just to survive each day really.. MY TRICK
SO.. IT IS MORE FOR ME THAN ANYONE ELSE~ I was not going to post this.. but I have learned to do certain things and listening to my gut always is right.. my gut said.. DO THIS SO YOU KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON LATER !! ha
