So, hello 2019.. Wow.. really, that was what all the hype was about. No biggie just another year saying goodbye and watching the ball in NY drop to ring in a new year of yes.. again nothing but stupid shit.
Oh, I am sorry.. you guys thought I would be cheery and shit would be different huh? well no dice here. I tried to be up beat.. I tried to keep everyone else in a good mind set and flow, but what is.. always prevails y' all !
Did manage an hour of greatness or so.. a happy medium.. long enough for a movie and all of us setting on couch like a loving family. Junk food, laughter, etc etc.. it was awesome while it lasted.
After the movie.. Jade was sick already.. getting high, lots of shit food, and mixing drinks didn't help her already messed up tummy.. she went to bathroom and to room and played video games, Phil turned tv to fishing.. the dogs tore up shit and were cray cray. I said oh my god really?? and my mouth and face were swelling so I grabbed some meds, and hit the bed.
I watched a damn Disney movie by myself for a bit... then closer to midnight Jade surfaced.. sat with me.. I got out drink glasses and Phil opened the bottle of champagne.. We switched TV to Rocking Eve show.. and listened til the ball got ready to drop.. we counted down, poured our glasses.. at 12 we toasted, kissed, drank our drink.. and it was over just like that.... Exciting way to start the new year.
I could say I spent a great safe night in... with the family , but it was pretty much like usually really. Except Jade got stoned more.. Phil was a drop nicer, and we actually all stayed up together until almost 0100. Of course, since Jade was here she grabbed Blanco to go sleep in her room.. so Phil thought he would get lucky.. since we had bed to ourselves. Yes.. I hurt.. cried, and was miserable.. but I finally gave in,,, it was nice for the most part.. but then back to business as usual.. He put the mask on, very noisy indeed.. the rain was coming down hard.. He started his deep sleep thing quickly and I sat up awake half the night… going hello 2019.. LUCKY LUCKY ME ~
